havin serious mood swings this few days( not cause of ....) i don know y... don piss mi further(especially "u")... i m in no mood for jokes(sometimes) .... i don know wth went wrong wit mi... but i m very pissed off by 1 thing for sure n i m not tellin(unless u r super close to mi)....

My today was super tiring... i m too tense up i suppose giving myself too much stress n worries... i still hav time i can still find my outfit(i guess) while for now i shldnt worry much jus focus on my 2 tests 2morrow...

I shld let go wat i need to let go.... I hav to learn to loosen a bit

My 27 Jan(sunday)
today was fine went to chinatown to eat dim sum... its so nice... i expect a totally exhausted week for next week as i need to stay back till probably abt 6plus for mon,tues n wed....on top of tt i got 3 tests next week amaths,emaths n phy.... 2 on tues n 1 on wed... OMG!!!!! i will be freaking tired next week!!! n probably de following week too.... all because of CNY concert!!! but it is inevitable so i will hav to face it:( ....

I WANNA MAKE MY BABY PROUD!!!!!!!

My 23Jan 08......
hahahaha woke up late n hence meet hou zuo they all later... hahaha.... lesson was as usual.... phy i sit wit lynn... cause go lab... she damn naughty... so we did our experiment very slowly... To lynn: "U thought a zac arh??" hahahaha... i don lik phy experiment... i prefer chem de... hahahaha... after school went to eat wit yi n zuo... den got tis guy got to yi... hahaha.... jus reached home not long ago.... havin headache... hahaha mayb i dying soon le hahahaha.... i abit mad mad again le... mayb cause tooo xinfu le...

I wanna make my baby PROUD!! so though i don really lik it but i will practice n practice to make u feel proud of mi!!!!!

My 19 Jan....
Today woke up at 8plus... bathe change den i went to school for Cca... chi new year got performance... it was suppose to at 9 but i m late(as usual) but when i reach there was only lik 3 ppl.... which means i m not de latest.... hahaha rehearsal ended at 11.30 when it is suppose to be 12.... yeye they all too slack le.... hahaha....

After tt went home to change den went to meet yi n shi da... after tt wenquan came... we went to watch "One missed call" i find it okok.... hahaha

To u: I find it so weird to watch horror movie without u by my side... i cant hide my face at de side of ur left arm lik last time... i cant wait for u to offer me drinks... i cant see de expression of urs when i lift my legs on de chairs due to(u know y)... everything is not rite... Other den our luv

My 18 jan.... very tired... so in chi class i fell asleep hahaha....
was really tired...during recess got tis very funny guy... he said yo to mi i was lik stunt as i don know him... hahaha... after tt he kept walkin pass my class for a few times keep waving hahaha i jus kept smilin... hahaha after recess is F&N i was lik totally cant find de class but in de end i still found it wahahaha:)..... after school went to outdoor amphitheatre hahaha.... some girls are askin for crystal's( my sis de fren) de num.... everything very complicated n unpleasent.... after tt went to Rp.... ate wit yi n zuo they left first as they hav cca later on... cant stand my sis... goy such a nice guy "Elmo" waitin still so indecisive... hai

Laughing day!!!

I m not use to puttin title but i mus for today...i hav been lik laughin for de whole day lik hell... hahahaha

firstly when its durin chi lesson... kris(muo gui) keep sayin jokes tt wan ting n mi hav heard be4 hahaha so lame... but shes really cute... laughed for lik almost an hour... after tt is pe... played tennis n i m totally so not gd at tt... other den running, mayb swimmin n badminton... i m a noob to de rest of de sports... i m so useless i cant really do art n some sports... mayb i m only born to 'act' hahahaha
durin recess is lik no need to say a sure high period for mi... after recess is e-geog... Lynn n i was lik keepin laughin n talkin bout... someone!!!cal ZAC

after school went to eat... den meet zuo.. she pei mi walk to 4th floor... but on de way we walked pass library... den we saw some1 when we expect to another guy... den we burst out laughin non stop.... all de way from 1st floor to 4th floor... i jus simpl keep laughin non stop...

after Exco meeting... went to meet yi n zuo to continue laughin... hahah no larh to go home... they went to eat n my sis n i pei them.... hahhaha

jus reached home not long ago... finish typin email to dai lao shi on things we discussed today... n jus ended a conve wit tis so ke ai de guy...
wan continue to watch yu bai le... byes

LOL( not Laugh Out Loud)

Meet yi n zuo at 9... i was a bit late hence i reached at abt 9.05... yi worse 9.30 or so den reach... zuo n mi waited till both of us nearly fell asleep hahaha... so zuo started to send mi songs... all de songs r so nice got xiao zhu's... n some other artist's song... she also sent mi Lin you jia de na shou ge... i hav been wantin tt song for so long:) hehehe

lessons was fine until amaths... not to say its not nice but its lik i suddenly kinda giddy n brain jam... phy was lik hell totally brain clog... hai... but once school ends warh.. totally diff story i m lik so energetic... but de mi now isnt de mi tt don lik school... don know y lik tt...

after school went to find dai lao shi... ppl mi now is secretary so need to collect forms for lao shi.... hehehe

after tt went home wit zuo they all... yarh tts all de rest shld be kept as a secret!! hohoho....

LOL!!! (not Laugh Out Loud)

Went to change sub from art to f&n... i will miss art... but i m simply not talented n interested in art...

As high as usual durin recess... hahaha i tink baobei they all r lik so use to it!!

after school went for chi drama at 3.30 till 6.30... oh my i nearly fell asleep as they r rehearsing for chi new year performance.... though i m part of de cast... but i m so tired!! tt yeye still insist tt sat mus hav rehearsals from 10 in de mornin till 4 noon... OMG!!! there goes my beautiful saturday!!!

reached home at abt 7... i m so so so hungry onli had yoghurt for breakfast... till 7 plus i had nothin but drinks... nearly faint... hahaha

LOL!!!( not Laugh Out Loud)

Suddenly... i thought of movies... den i asked myself tis ques which is my fav movie?? secrets is de first movie tt came to my my mind....but seriously speakin i don remember much abt de movie... i believe its those sweet memories i shared wit u tt is so valueable... its de first movie we watched together.... u mean lots to mi!!!

I dedicate tis post specially to tt special him.....

Slept very early last nite cause... ya cause something....
den woke up quite early today... ate STRAWBERRY YOGHURT!!for breakfast:)....

den not long later my parents woke up... after not much discussion we decided to go Bugis... but usually i m de 1 who make all de decision abt where we r goin... wanted to find a very pretty tee but i simply cant find de colour i want.... at bugis i only brought some lingeries n a pink dress... :)

But ps is a different story... i brought an outfitter's off shoulder tee tt is fabulous.... luv it!! my sis bought 3 pmk tee which den allows her to become a member :)....

I luv my life now!! its so nice... relax... don hav to worry much bout studies... except for tt stupid art... my frens r simply de best tt no one else can compare or replace.... de him i luv is diff now... n i jus cant help sinkin deeper...To de him i luv: try ur best, i don wanna hurt her either she is a very nice girl... which have de same birthDATE(16) n de same height as mi:)..

having cramps all day n now headache!!! ahhhh!!! wth!!!

Nothing much happened to... was ps by my sis... de only thing tt i remember i spend most of my time is smsin wit ... n readin 2 mags... hahaha

went to cp n jus reached home.... bought some strawberry yoghurts...n they taste fabulous but i simply don understand how come all yoghurts are either low fat or non fat?... cant they jus keep it fathernin so i can at least grow fat while eatin them only....anyway i luv strawberry yoghurts!!!

Woke up on time today... went to school as usual wit my sis...had lots of borin lessons... Prepared Kris's(muo gui) de present n its 'Merci" from wan ting n mi... she seems happy!! happy birthday!!

Its recess time n had a little quarrel wit zuo... though its not very serious but it totally spoils my mood...but its fine now...

after tt went to art... n its super borin... Shld i change to DnT?? cn someone jus tell mi wat i shld take???

After art went to find dai lao shi she told mi alot of things... den went around lookin for my sis...after i found her.... yi, zuo ,zuo bro, my sis n i went to rp eat mac... Its finally weekend again... time to relax!!

Mayb something shld not happen though i wan it to....

Ok n yes... i know wat i shall do now... tt is to follow my heart...
de future contains too many uncertainties tt i might not expect..... so i rather follow my heart n be happy for now...!! hehe...

Make mi happy!

ok back to topic... today went to school at 7 plus when school started at 11plus hahaha.... but not for my sis n zuo's bro so we jus report as early as usual wit them... made a pair of shoes for both yi n zuo... but they lost it in de noon.... OMG!! but in de end we found it... i had 1 of de most hilarious afternoon...!!

I don know who to trust!!.... u told mi tis they told mi tt....
who can i trust.... who shall i trust.... i wanna trust u i sincerely do....
when i saw u... i feel sad.... i feel dissapointed.... i feel.... cheated....
i m so lost n so worried... i felt tt i pin too much hopes on u when i shouldnt... I really don wanna be hurt by u again... i m so scared of tt....
n somehow... i cant face HER.... i felt kinda guilty in front of her.... they ask mi to let go... but i don wish to let go... but if u r goin to hurt mi once more... i rather i gav up now...i hav been so self-protective ever since wat had happen in de past.... i know u all luv mi so u all wanna see mi being hurt again... thks babes!!

Can u tell mi de truth... or can i believe ur 'truths'?

We were meant to be... but we lost it once.... i really don wanna lost it again... But all de things u hide from mi... all de shit tt u do

U made mi feel lik i was de onli 1...

I wanna trust u i really wans to.... pls try ur best...

I need My Happy Endin

hehehe... meet yi on 5Jan to buy my meimei de bday present.... shop around n went in to puremilk for 3times.... hahaha den finally decided to buy a dress(de 1 in green n blue)... hehehe $32.90 n i m lik broke.... hahaha poor mi... nvm i can wear too anyway hahaha...

yi n sd kinda lik quarrel... hai... mus giv way to each other...

I hav decided who to luv n i don wanna change it...
PLs don break my heart again... don repeat ur mistakes!!

Decided to change blogskin for a new n fresh start!! YEAH!! hehe

Today leave class earlier den other classmates...
kinda wonder... shld i still change my subject....
AHH!!!

After leavin de class... went to had lunch.. didnt eat much....
den went to ITR1 to make up n all....

my dress is lik so loose.... but thks to WANG zuo for bringing safety pins 4 mi...

N wat surprise mi was tt i m actually kinda nervous... i suppose cause there is a dance at de end of de skit.... WARH!!! lucky shuang yu, xiao yu n chui yuen is chattin wit mi.... Erm for today's performance i don know how to say... but quite alot of frens say its nice....hahaha phew!!

After de skit everyone(includin mi) started to pull ppl!!! hahaha
had fun and known more frens hahaha

Firstly... had so so so much fun today n yesterday...
All thks to ANG YI N WANG ZUO :).... hahaha
Everytime when we 3 are together laughter seldom ends.... hahaha
LOL(2 hands raised)

Secondly... quite worry 4 glo... hope she is alright...
To:GLO
Pls be fine... i believe u surely qualify for everythin u own now... since SHE likes to crap let her....!!

Went to bought textbooks... den went home....
den went back to cp again... den Jillson saw mi when i didnt see him... hahaha
Around 6plus went to Uncle Bert's studio....
at first its so damn boring there... not long later we(a bunch of teenagers) started playin music n dancin around its so fun.... hahaha jus reached home not long ago tired plus energetic:)