had been sick for de past 2days! throat infection tt leads to fever:( hahaha but im better now! drank so much water! hahaha

forgetten which day... went dfs! daddy bought a coach wristlet for des! hahaha so now we r using the same brand of bag, wristlet n shoe! tip to toe! hahaha i tink our rubber bands r of the same shop tooo! hahahha!

today, sat
went school! in de lift met tis sacarstic aunty tt told her husband so loudly "today is saturday right?" ohmy! do i look tt blur! hahaha even if she meant well...

chem paper!
mr hafeez pass mi de paper n said " u ar! 40... 40/50" i lauged! if only if im tt gd in chem! a 30-35 would hav made mi happy! hahaha

eng paper still manageable... hopefully willl pass... i lik it without summary! hahaha!

after papers... went to cp wit carina! hahaha chatted n chatted laughed n laughed! hahhaa ate a little snacks den we went home seperately...

im still sorting out my thoughts... shld i let tt matter affect me? but it only affects when im alone... but i dislike tt thought... im scared... i don know wats the right thing to do... or m i even doin de right thing to not make known of it to u...

new year's eve!

2nd day of new year!

okay!

new year's eve went ahma house ate dinner! home n did more house chores! hahaha kinda find some joy in it! hahaha! changed to new 'pjs' hahaha jus a simle long sleeve shirt wit shorts! felt so comfy! hahaha esp cold weather! im random... hahaha!

new year stayed at home.... ate steamboat wit mama... all my uncles came! hahaha my ahma got 2brother so got 2 older uncles plus my ahma got 3sons! i got so many uncles at home! hahaha they played blackjack while i fell asleep! wats wit mi! hahaha!

new year 2nd day! hahaha!

went daddy side de mama house! hahaha quite fun! i played blackjack n won! won abt 10plus! so rare! usually im de one losin or at most win $4! hahaha

had pizza for dinner! cause all adults r busy playin mahjong! hahhaha! but i still ate alot! i ate so many tis few days! happy n contented! hahahha!

after so much trust i put in... tis is wat i got...

HELP! im so not in de new year mood!

feel lik makin shoes AGAIN! tis time a different feel! with additional stuffs not ribbon again! but im all alone! who wanna go spotlight! NOW? hahahha im crazy! guess will wait for de next trip wit sweet! n get all de stuff i need! n we need! hahaha the idea of de shoe is so hard to forget but tooo tempting to think! hahahha

im not sad! jus unhappy!

21Jan...
not a good day! started my day bad as i somehow slept tooo long abt 8plus hours? blur-ness of mine cause mi to be blur! hahahaha hence unclear of eveything which is blurblur! so i got frustrated over my blurblur-ness! hence in conclusion! bad mood! understand?

den got back my maths test paper! ohmygod! try addin fuel to fire n wat do u get? stronger flames!

hereby thks eileen, lifang, fiona for standing by my side consoling mi! hahaha

wan ting for those sweet little messages!

carina for tt very very useful explanation!

drama! felt abit better! hahaha went home n took a half n hour nap! didnt expect myself to be able to do it! (i usually sleeps for hour/hours)

revise a little den went down to meet him! was kinda sad still... but he brought "it" away from mi! plus his usual ability to cheer mi up... i feel less sad... hahaha thks! its so nice to hav u by my side! iloveyou!

reached home n began to revise again! im fine now! so many supporters!

as for 22jan....
nothign much jus hav to say tt chem lesson today is sooooo super fun! seriously not a single min is not fun! it makes mi excited to see his class playin tt game! hahaha!

My 17jan...
woke up n went for drama... we played stupid games! but its okay.... didnt feel happy since de start of de day...

meet carina for project1! part 2! feel better...

mus not jump to conclusion! jump to mi! kay sweet!

U liar! lies after lies!(hmm! lucky u apologised!)

15jan...
meet meiyi! hahaha carina was goin to be late... i keep thinkin as though today is wed n i met carina to school... wts wit mi! thought wed as thurs n now thurs as wed!


maths was nicer den i expected... mrs yim is nice:) hahaha wonder hows mrs yap lik... she seems cute! hahaha

16jan...
meet meiyi first... lied to carina tt we didnt wait for her hahaha! but we waited there! hahaha! finally remember to pass them wat i wanna pass them! hehehe! happy! EVERYDAY! hahaha

FnN faster den i expected:) hahahha after school went compass wit meiyi:) chat chat alot
:)

meet mummy cause she wanna eat den home:)

Im jus sooooo proud of u!

I began to lost track of time... i keep thinkin tt its thurs today when its wed! hahaha! meet carina earlier as we intend to eat... but we werent much early anyway... overall lessons was alright...

Its Ms Wong's bday today! msged her n she say she miss all of us! hahaha

after school walked wit meiyi... i waited for zuo at de bus-stop n board de bus as she is in it while meiyi took train home...

ate ljs! den went my house cause zuo will be teachin mi maths! i thank you so much dearest! love u!

oh btw changed phone! F480! its some samsung phone... still learnin how to use it:) hahaha first phone other den sony ericsson's for abt 3years plus...
Im jus so crazy over plaids, Gingham n checkered stuffs! hahaha! nowadays... hahaha

oh! n i a sticker reminds mi of someone i/ we(mi n kris) saw on cip! meiyi didnt 'encounter' it! hahaha ewwwww!

sunday!
went far east for a little shoppin... den cine to get donuts! hahahha tasty! den met honey at nite n he gav mi a ralph lauren tee... thks baby! i miss u!

okay school!
carina didnt go school wit us today! she say she might be late... nvm we hav 2morrow! hahaha after school went to get result wit them... de first person i ran too is zuo! cause i know she would definately cry! hahahs but de truth is she cry cause she saw mi! hahaha i look scary? told her she would get 12! hahahha i can perdict! hahaha

glo didnt score tt well... but darling! remember i will cheryl will zhiqi will always support u! we r CGNZ! kay! i love u! :) smile!

after result takin is CNY rehearsals.... ohmy so many problems... hav to work on it...

den zuozuo n yiyi came! hahah but they jus came to walk to lrt wit mi! so sweet rite! i didnt know i miss of u TT plenty much till i saw u all! love u all!

i feel so stress!

M i the last to know bout it? i dont know if i want the truth from... i just wanna be happy... but y cant i feel it...

Drama yesterday was fun! n it cheered mi up! hahaha

later at nite was intendin to sleep was really tired but i realise there is ghost whisperer! so i stayed up to watch it... i love tt last part.. her acting was fabulous! ohmy! very unbelievable! hav to learn from her.. was touched plus something else yeah i did something very not mi... hahaha! but its over...

n i actually forget to set alarm! neither off my silent! hence it result tt i woke up late! lucky i got carina n meiyi! the vibration woke mi up:)

as expected we were late... without knowin wat to wear! of course we wore something! hahaha tt went wronf hehehe but nvm once again its over...

cant quite get into de mood.... i don know y... went kovan(supposedly serangoon) wit meiyi n kris! hahaha carina went mahjong! hahaha spent my noon sleeping! soundly!



The more i learn... the more i love... the more my heart cant get enough!

-Thats when I love you

Im okay today... until after school when mei yi n i were at skcc... i hav a weird feeling... its trying to force mi to do something i dislike... im very scared now... now being at home make de urge stronger... m i scared of de drift as i thought or is it really something tt scary? i don know... i hope everthing will be fine... or at least not big... i jus don feel gd...

Hav to go for drama! its lik 5plus in de noon now! :(

HERE I M!
6jan is des bday! went pizzahut for dinner! after cca carnival! was really a tiring day!

7jan!
meet meiyi n carina at lrt! i wasnt in normal form in de mornin... i know something unhappy kept appearin in my head i tryna divert my attention n it was easy wit them! i wonder y mus i be so unhappy bout it...

went to class den yarh lessons...

intended to go study wit carina but she got sl meetin so waited for her n its kinda long... hahaha but okay larh des pei mi:)

something kinda stupid happen... hmmm hurts larh but den feelin better....

went ljs study wit carina! des ate n meiyi came sitsit...

skipped alot of things... i don wan sad things to come trigger mi again... though i can feel it comin back! too many ups n downs today.... i kinda cant take it... thought u can be there.

YEAH!got my Ralph Lauren! hahaha though its obvious not de green nor de size of horse i wanted but its a irresistable blue! i love it! so bought it! hahaha with a little discount though hence abit cheaper! hahaha!

des got another purple one! DAMN nice! but more ex den mine! hahaha plus we don wanna get e same design! can share den! hahaha!

shall continue to wait for my green with big horse!

okay... school today! meet meimei! hahaha actually i find mrs tan(my geog teacher) quite nice! though she is abit lame but she is from drama! kinda understand y is she so high! hahaha

most of our teacher is fine! luckly! hahahah! felt happier i don know y! hahaha!

ate quite alot for lunch! hahaha des keep sayin i tam jia(keep eating) :( hahahahha! went home n nap! lazy to wake up! hahahah chatted wit Carina on de phone! hahaha! was expecting her return! hehehe!

ILOVEYOU!

love ya!

KRIS n MI didn know tt Ribena is in plastic bottle instead of de usual glass:(

ILOVEYOU!

HER! hahaha!

BOOO! hahhaha

look down! (on you!) hahaha jkjkjk!

Nic! Des! Meiyi! Carina! mi!

TWIST!

31dec!

meet meiyi n co at mrt platform! went marina square! shop around... hahahha afterwhich went vivo! had pastamania! hahaha den go for countdown! hahaha saw honey there! Carina! meiyi! n mi was lik so high! singin along n swayin about! alot of ppl lookin at us! but its not tt we too high! they too low! hahaha! nvm we had fun! went buangkok for supper( as usual) wit kris! meiyi! eugene! des! hahaha den walk home in fours( meiyi, eugene, des n mi!)

de funny part was de rollerblade part! hahahha only we know bout it! super duper funny! hahaha!

1stjan

meet carina n her mum at de train n we went marina square! hahaha carina found her bag! hahahaha we talk bout everythimg! hahaha

i hav spent 5consecutive days wit CARINA! how sweet right! hahahha

SOMEMORE BBQ PICS! sweet right! hahaha! small nat n big volleyball!

credits: Dear Carina!

FIRE!

In a hole!(whole) hahaha!

EILEEN!

sweet rite!

here u go! carina!

Wan ting n Mi!

Mi n barbie doll!

Carina n Natalie! AGAIN! plus WAN TING!

3e3'08 girls!

One to two! hahaha!

okay!

30th dec...

hmm went for drama n nice carina waited for mi! went ljs n ate plus chat till 2.10!(when we meet at jo's house at 2.30) hahaha will be so late!

went home for shower den met at compass to take bus...

reached n cabbed to east coast park! hahaha

started to play n unpack everything

kinda started a pit wit kris! ahhaha! went around takin pics lik crazy! hahaha no prawns:( was waitin... hahhaah

played monkey!

team girls: CARINA! JOSEPHINE! NATALIE!

team boys: Jo's dad! Jo's bro! Jackie!

fell down n kinda injured my leg... l hav a pair of badly injured leg!( plus blisters!)

countdown's 2morrow kay! hehe!\