hehe!

SO in sync! bear bear fight! hahaha! THROW &

CATCH

KRIS!

bear bear eats white carrot!

see jasmine! hahahha!

wan ting n me!

our GROCERIES!

see how cute they r! hahahaha!

wonder how did we manage to take such a pic... hahahaha!

yi duo xian hua zhar zai niu fen shang?
tryna hide their smile be4 my cameree will start takin lik crazy! hahahha

See how they r playin wit my smile shutter function! hahaha

SLACKER!

See how serious they r! hahaha!
Jasmine & Josephine!

Our bags!

meet up at 27 busstop wit mel,jo,jas n kris... met mel first... hahahha den carina reached... took bus there den wanting join us awhile later:) hahaha

had so much fun! was happy! keep laughin! keep singin too! (for my case) hahaha! went jo house after tt... watched little nonya there...

carina's uncle n mum drove us home!

class bbq 2morrow!

Last day at Sony style!
was really happy today! n it turn out tt both glen n renee r working! but glen went vaio! but another girl came... hahaha back to square one....

had lunch wit renee! hahahah had tori Q... nice!

got a free psp pillow today! thks to de manager! hahaha hav to sleep... byebye...

wat do i want?

Im back!
took mi some time to balance! hahaha after countdown n supper comes work after work means sleep... hahaha! officially balanced!

i lik my workin place... easy n simple! hahaha sold $800plus of goods today! was so happy! im not a promoter though! still learning... as a balloon girl! kinda hard to juggle between balloons n promoting... hahaha!

blisters on my left thumb! those balloons wanna create havoc for mi huh! for abandonin them for most of de time! (im busy promoting u see..)hahaha it hurts! for every balloon! n i still hav 250 more to go 2morrow! could i make it through de pain? shit!

new moon hav been such a gd company! journey home n there isnt as long as i hav imagine! hahahaha!

realised i've changed... i know where but i don know how to justify it as gd or bad... i don know m i still bewildered or simply too many feelings n thoughts rushing into my mind in a go... i still hope to find a balancing point... where can i find it? i really still thinkin too much?

at least something to be happy... Renee is workin 2morrow! accoding to wat she told mi... but glen is working too... i've nv seen glen n renee work together be4! i thought they both don work tgt? so will there be 2 promoters at cybershot 2morrow? den where do i stand! i cant do Bravia.. alpha nor handycams! mayb vaio den... but its such a challenge! hahaha! anyway Renee workin so tt means company during work n lunch! once again no more lunch alone! hahaha!

be disgraceful about yourself!

a cotton on bag each!

singapore is SNOWING! hahaha

24dec...

intended to go get donuts for mummy den go home... n we saw meiyi! kris! ziding! lynette! erika! nicholas! anderson! ayton! aik how! eugene! hahaha went around together!

ate lik we r a family! hahaha! ever girls shopped at cotton n bought stuffs! hahaha hence one bag per pax! hahaha

very very fun! laughed lik crazy! after tt went for supper! at buangkok! den des... mi... meiyi... n eugene kinda walk home together! hahaha we were being blown by strong wind n basically sprinkled by tiny rain drops! hahaha very poor thing... hahaha worse of all is! OUR DONUTS! for 12 to basically 1! all messed up! hahaha we had fun!

我明白这场游戏输的五体投地

-荒唐

Nat oh wit her sony style shirt! grey! hahaha

BALLOONS! i blew them kay!(using a machine of course!)

oh found tis pic in my cameree... taken durin de trip to malaysia! i like it!

Oh work work work for 3days! set alarm at 10! woke up at 10.15! i always don wake up on time! ok leave home at 10.45 all de way to boon lay station from seng kang! it will take approximately 50mins? yeah abt so... will definately reach on dot or earlier den 12! hahaha start my balloons blowing! hahaha little kids there r so cute! i once saw to tt raise up their hands on de escalator comin down! hahaha lookin at mi lik i was a teacher or so... hahaha

usual evenin i jus needa step out of sony style n kids come to mi! hahaha they will say "can i hav a balloon" wit their tiny voice, barely hearable(but wat can they ask from mi other den balloons! how much is tt cybershot camera?) hahahha den they will shine their brightess smile n shout "thank you!" most of them r lik tt! how cute!

okay for 21dec i cold 2cameras a printer n a earpiece! its de satisfaction tt i lik! hahaha i don earn commission btw! im not a promoter! but i lik mi job! easy n free! hahaha

tts all!

CARINA & NATALIE= CARINATALIE hahaha!


OUR IDEAS! COPYRIGHTED!

JOB DONE!

US!

us again!

Starting from de following pic! its up for carina to grab only!

My17dec...

hmmm recieve her msg n upon readin it! she ask to meet either 1 or 2! lookin at de time (1pm exactly!) i replied 2~! hahaha!

hav to admit laid in my bed unwilling to wake up:( hahaha hence was abit late! sry! hahaha

trained to ps... went spotlight searchin HI n LOW~! finally found de type of thing we were lookin for! agreed on something to do for ANOTHER... festive? hahaha! another secret kay? hahaha

started eating first! ljs's new grilled chicken tts tasty! den work! took pics n pics! hahaha denw ent around shoppin awhile den took train back! short but fruitful day! hahaha

LOOK HERE CARINA! ILOVEYOU!

had a little chattin through sms wit baobei! hahaha so sweet of us right! i suddenly really wanna ask myself if im happy? y m i so troubled? mus i insist on gettin some things? y cant i jus let go of some things? pullin everything to mi don make mi happy... den y mus i? no actually i still cant let go but y cant i? y? im happy at times but y i still feel so weird abt it?

n im having a headache! n a pressure near my right eye! did i somehow knock myself in my dreams n somehow causin some blood clot tts pressurizing my veins? hahaha very out of topic huh? hahaha im jus tryna lighten my mood! hahaha!

M i happy?

my 16dec...
someone wished mi happy16 1month bday... hahahaha! how funny!

okay last nite hmmm... he will know wat happen... thks for stayin by my side... thks for ur msg... i will tryna be stronger... iloveu!

yup! went to cut hair today! hahaha as usual trim thin no short feelin lighter!

i just wanna be happy...

PAUSED! hahaha left de last chapter of twilight in suspense so i won be less excited bout e movie! hahaha

went prayin yesterday! hahaha... den vivo... hmm brought a sweater... mummy bought a num bag for des! hmm de bag pack tt i hav! SHE GOT BLUE! wanted blue n daddy say red looks nicer n insisted mi in gettin red! fated i suppose they hav no more red plus i got de red... i got a flip flop... still didnt buy praia cant make my hands to buy it i don know y... hai waitin for de correct time? or mayb its hintin mi not to buy it... hahaha tts abt it i guess? hai i hav extreme short term memory durin holis! err!

today! went ps! bought a mphosis bag for des... den went cine to get donuts~! their donuts is nice! hahaha afterwhich wisma to get back my purple phone... hahaha des bought a mango sweater! actually its de same as de one i bought yesterday jus another colour! we seems to hav more n more same things! diff colour... hahaha

den far east for de earrings... bought 2dresses! hahaha i wonder if i will wear it tt often its been quite a while since i last been in dress... n heels! hahahah becomin more n more boyish? :( pls say im not! hahaha

Template:
Dear(the last person who text messaged you). I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),Your name

Your letter:
Dear Dominic. I don't really know how to tell you this, but i'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when your dog went amok in your camping car and I saw you pull the clothes off my best friend. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Santa doesnt exist. I'm returning your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break a new life as a clone. go burn, Natalie!

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchiladas
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Sit on
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Pull the clothes off
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
Pink - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid rock-collection
White - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - MasochisticFamily
Guy - Senile
TopModel - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful i've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - Your mom
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - The results of your blood sample
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Best regards
Egypt - Fk off now
France - In pain

scared.

hies! hahaha!
feel better! hahaha somewhat scolded n scolded things to him... he don understand all casue he is a guy! they don hav these 'politics' to deal wit! if i were a boy! but im still contented n happy to be a girl till now though... dilemma huh? it does feel better n de prob is easier to be seen... thks honey!
11dec...
went kbox today wit yi n zuo! its fun n nice! zuo n i will miss de place while yi hmm she went to pass time... hahaha... after tt went red man n get aga aga powder... made aga aga! hahaha! wonder how my eggs fair... how is it girls? hahaha

met glo glo at compass! hahaha she has to pass mi some stuffs tt i left behind durin chalet! hahaha n i wonder where is my volleyball? hahaha nvm it mus be safe in any of their hands! hugged each other! hahaha kinda les huh upon reflection! hahaha...

went back home n yi they all left wit 2eggs each! hahaha special eggs kay! hahaha!

after tt is boring stuffs... tv n tv...

12dec...
quarrelled! bigbigbig quarrel! both of us sounded angry! hai... he is too guo fen le! im SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOO ANGRY!

watched disc... very borin... cause of u!

meet at nite... hmmm actually its fine now though... but i hasnt completely let it go... still consider angry? i don know... but happier now at least:) hehe passed him alot of food... hahaha at least can last him for de whole nite? hahaha hopefully! hehehe

a gui gui died:( so sad! hmmm...


survey :
01. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
cheek probably? hahaha
02. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
confused...
03. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
yi n zuo! hahaha
04. would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
VERY!
05. Would you ever donate blood?
ever thought of tis ques be4... would lik to try depend on de needle size! hahahah!
06. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
i still hav one now!
07. Do you want someone dead?
no! no matter how much u hate someone u hav no rights to wanna him/her dead! right? :)
08. What does your last text message say?
sleep le?
09. What are you thinking about right now?
cant tink! headache!
10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
not really! i wanna read plus i havin headache!
11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
3plus4? hahaha
12. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
hmm bugis?
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
yarh as always n usual!
14. Who was the last person to text you?
DOMINIC WEE!

10 people to
tag.
1.domdom
2.zuozuo
3.yiyi
4.gloglo
5.rylryl
6.qiqi
7.carina
8.lynn
9.wan ting
10.desiree

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
yi n mi? hahaha no single!
19. Is 3 a male or a female?
FEMALE!
20.If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
AGE GAP AGE GAP! HAHAHA!
21. How about 5 and 8?
TOO WEIRD! HAHAHA
22. What is number 1 studying about?
tough question... mahjong for now?
23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
today? yesterday? few days ago? hahahha i don know how to ans!
24. Is number 4 single?
attached for longest among all! hahaha
25. Say something about number 2.
S.H.E fan! my dearest! a sweet girl tt deserve someone great!
26. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
hmmm i can only tink of yi's shy face! hahahaha!
27. Describe number 9.
she is a super nice girl! nv complain much! supportive fren! fabulous!
28. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
huh? too hard to imagine! depend on whose fault mayb?

BACK!
hmmm cant find de mood de urge to blog nowadays! hahahha something must be wrong...

in fact alot happened around mi... im confused n bewildered... im still tryin hard to regain my balance...

im startin to see how nice some ppl r n how fake... hypocrite or whatever anyone likes to call them... could be

i do miss my sincere ppl... lik glo ryl n qi... they hav been so understandin to mi... i was sick n ryl is so thoughtful keep remindin mi to take pills n take care of myself be4 i sleep n de very first thing she opens her eyes... its so nice to hav u girls... we all hav our problems...

i also miss zuo n yi! zuo a cute girl tt always listen patiently to my irreasonable craps... yi tt girl tt likes to bicker wit mi!

i might not say much but i do love u all so much! it does hurts to see u all leavin... except ryl(cause u arent right?):) meet up kay!

how to bring out gd without bad... my dear girl(i hope u know im referin to u) i get wat u tryin to say thks so much for ur enlighten... so true... though it took kinda long... meet up soon kay!

i know im not a gd fren... but at least i can proudly say tt im tryin to... unlike some ppl my dear girl mentioned...

hmm still there is some other problems tt i might mention some other days or probably jus let time take them away... bye.

the following words might be messy.. cause its "ban gan jiao ji!" consist of diff topics...
felt like a fool being fooled around. im angry! no joke! everything tts over left a lesson to be learn, tryin to learn mine, thks. its de type of disrespect tt i hate the most. mus u do it again n again? r u blind or deaf? do i deserve all tis? tired of ppl actin infront of ppl tryin to be nice harmin each other... r u very happy abt it? i don expect any of u/ u all to change jus stop pesterin mi!

most random of the randoms... I NEED A HAIRCUT NOW!