Im back!
took mi some time to balance! hahaha after countdown n supper comes work after work means sleep... hahaha! officially balanced!

i lik my workin place... easy n simple! hahaha sold $800plus of goods today! was so happy! im not a promoter though! still learning... as a balloon girl! kinda hard to juggle between balloons n promoting... hahaha!

blisters on my left thumb! those balloons wanna create havoc for mi huh! for abandonin them for most of de time! (im busy promoting u see..)hahaha it hurts! for every balloon! n i still hav 250 more to go 2morrow! could i make it through de pain? shit!

new moon hav been such a gd company! journey home n there isnt as long as i hav imagine! hahahaha!

realised i've changed... i know where but i don know how to justify it as gd or bad... i don know m i still bewildered or simply too many feelings n thoughts rushing into my mind in a go... i still hope to find a balancing point... where can i find it? i really still thinkin too much?

at least something to be happy... Renee is workin 2morrow! accoding to wat she told mi... but glen is working too... i've nv seen glen n renee work together be4! i thought they both don work tgt? so will there be 2 promoters at cybershot 2morrow? den where do i stand! i cant do Bravia.. alpha nor handycams! mayb vaio den... but its such a challenge! hahaha! anyway Renee workin so tt means company during work n lunch! once again no more lunch alone! hahaha!

be disgraceful about yourself!