Ever contradict yourself? well i certainly saw one that always does!

hahaha my life is pretty dull... slacking at home while everyone is busy working! i will get a job soon! after 17th! no more clashes this time! i promised so i will make sure i do it! hahahaha have quite some surprises on hold! hahaha! im excited! hahaha n i've been shopping for Christmas gifts! kinda early right? hahaha but nvm! it thrills me to see the quantity of gifts getting larger n larger! hahaha too bad our christmas tree is thrown away! hahahaha! but nvm its everywhere right now!

There is just so many movies that i wanna watch! hahaha

btw last night... a thought suddenly came into my mind! Im 17! hahaha okay though it has been awhile since im 17... but im really 17! hahaha no big deal to some but... i don't feel like ohh.. young girl... sweet 16! 17 to me is a mature number! n im starting to like the fact!:)

sometimes u need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are and where you wanna be!