bought this wallet for desiree baby! her bday i just round the corner! hahaha vintage! as claimed by her! hahahaha insist in buying this for her! hahaha due to slight scratch the owner gave a 10%.. n i still find it not tt worth it.. hence asked for a 20%.. n deal! hahaha u may call me cheapo! but i get it at 20% less then de others! hahahaha money saved is money earned!

hahahaha okay! previous post of mine is like 2009 n now its 2010! doesnt feels like its any diff from other days... but its a start again! hahaha for 2009... i experienced alot alot! been through alot too! call me crazy but i kinda doesnt bear to leave 2009... for no specific reason! hahaha but its a fact! hahaha

for family..

okay we argue... esp des n me! we shout n attitude each other! hahaha but we r codependent! hahahahaha other then tt as for my parents... no complains! though they r not perfect! nobody is anyway... but they r real nice parents! hahahaa i still remember de fact tt daddy once brought me into toys r us when im very very young n whichever toys i pointed at he will take it and put it in the trolley im in... if im not wrong we left tt store with 2trolleys... i still find it so damn cool now... anyway i was young and naive! if now daddy were to do tt! (i will scream LV/prada!) hahahah no! i will ask for straight cash! more practical! hahahah but dreams r dreams! n tts when im young... standard of living now is higher! i yearn for comfort n happiness now... its beyond money can buy! as for mummy... she is ever cute n modern in thinking! not those old-fashioned aunty! but she got bad temper! bleh! hahahha

for love...

DWEY really did changed alot every since the first day i met him... his improvement is drastic! a more loving guy now... yes we do quarrel! always due to small things but we dont when big issues came in... dont ask me y... he is also sweeter then before... always have the ability to make one laugh! being so patient care and loving! hahaha though he always claims tt he is not angry not angry but i can tell sweet!

for friends...

time proved the difference between true friends n friends... friends come and go!but true friends dont! they r deep down there... in ur heart... like yiling, houzuo, cheryl, gloria n zhiqi! they r those true friends time proved to me... read my post n u will know we dont meet up often n so... but so what? deep down we have each other! we dont blame each other for whatever reason! stood by each other... the moment we met we could easily find the old feelings back... these r friendship that never fades... be it bday or festive... i always remember to get a gift or so... though i still owe u girls(CGZ) presentsss put trust me! my present requires much effort! hahaha

there are friends that are potential true friends! i have ppl i would think of n miss every now and then... those friends i kept in mind... dont have to always see u but i will tink of u! hahaha


for school...
goodbye nvss! im so so so so so so so jealous of des! she is so excited bout school! she is in the kind of thrill of... "wow! whose gonna be my teacher? oh hows my classmates!" me? slacking like shit! hai! i miss school! okay! might be goin back for cca carnival! woohooo! hahaha

for chinese drama..
as a president i learned alot... didnt really did a fab job... but i did try... i know there r certain things tt i could have done better... but its over so its a learning experience... i do miss scripts... getting to know it better... slowly... i can memorize scripts better... the feeling i got from standing on the stage... forgetting everything... almost everything.... just concentrate on it... on being someone else... times n times of rehearsals till im so tired... n the best thing of stage is... no matter how tired im... once its my turn to perform... i forget every single bit of tiredness... until after everything is over... the tiredness slowly spreads across my entire body...

still i dont understand... i did put in alot of effort in my roles... but i face a prob! tts to cry... i cant cry... no matter how much i tried... yet i got two "best actress award" both is of those touching stories... we watched plays... n whenever i saw actors/actresses tt can cry as and when they like... i feel so envious! i hope i could be like them! being unable to cry as and when i like makes me feels like im stuck... im unable to get to the next level i wanted...

still... i feel tt kids in our drama r nice kids... esp after drama camp where we all got bonded! hahaha n de orh oei lei clique... hahaha mainly 2008 exco girls... hahahha so damn fun!\

tts abt all! enough of boredom! hahahaa