straightened my thoughts!

so what?

-life goes on(no doubt!)
-people whom i cherish are all still around(exactly!)
-most of all i know who will really cherish and love me and who don't!(prefect!)
-what will be, will be!(fab!)

the other day i was telling baby how my family and i used to cycle around and play "pepsi cola 123!" hahaha jumping around like kids! how i miss my dad! hahaha

time will wash away a lot of things! but there are some things that couldn't be wash away! esp feelings!

ultimately there should always be at least someone that u wanna turn to whenever something happened! and people who stayed there through thick and thin with you! Regardless of anything!

and maybe! whenever there is something terrible and u wanna play strong but no matter what you tell yourself the sight of that person break every defenses u set and u started crying!(reminds me of zuozuo!)

but nothing gained is without commitment! even a tiny bit of effort counts! when u treat people wholeheartedly, people will understand(though there are circumstances that some don't)... learning to treat people well and wholeheartedly is an art! though to be scheming and evil is a surviving skill... however whats the point of learning the bad when u can learn the good? just like my blog's heading... "What's the point of having the whole world when you lost yourself and the ones whom you really love and loves you?"

so cherish the people that love you and you love! :)